5000 question Friday

176. Does fear of death keep you from building a life?
No, sometimes I get down about the cancer but I keep my head up

177. Do you like all your movies to be in wide-screen?
I prefer full screen, but whatever

178. Are you a fan of any comic books?
Archie comics!!

179. At what age did you attend your first funeral?
12


180. What do you smell like (lotion, cologne, sweat)?
coco butter

181. What are your greatest sources for wisdom?
I read ALOT of quotes

182. When you were little, where did your parents tell you babies come from?
Sex wasn't a talked about subject

183. What is your favorite band?
Hinder, Maroon 5, No doubt, Staind, Nickelback, Stonesour

184. What’s the best cheesy 80’s song?
EVERY ROSE HAS ITS THORN


185. What’s the best kind of movie to see on a date?
Horror or comedy always a sure winner!

186. Do you like to sit in the front, middle or back of the Movie Theater?
Middle

187. Have you ever been inside an abandoned building?
Yes, in high school my friends and I thought this house was haunted so we broke in

188. Under what circumstances would you agree to work for free?
If it was helping people or traveling

189. Candles or strobe lights?
Candles

190. Do you think the Lord of the Rings movies are true to the books or did Hollywood change the story too much?
Too long for me

191. When you see a stranger on the street does your first reaction lean towards thinking of this person as a potential friend or as a potential threat?
I don't really pay attention

192. Is it natural for human beings to fear and distrust each other, or is it cultural?
Cultural

193. What do you really want to buy?
A new camera

194. You have to choose. Would you be happier marrying someone rich for their money or living in the streets and subway tunnels with someone you love?
Love
195. If someone wanted to understand you what book could they read that would help?
I ha vent really found a book to describe me

196. Do you think it’s odd that Americans have freedom of religion and yet call themselves ‘one nation under god’?
Never really thought about it. Not a big religious person

197. In what sense are you a minority?
Umm Obviously I'm black lmao

198. Are you anti social?
Most of the time

199. Do you photograph well?
Sometimes

200. Do you think that human beings would survivor through a nuclear winter?
People that are really really use to harsh conditions. Me maybe because cold doesn't bother me

Stuck between a rock and something hard

The last week has been a limbo week. When I say that I mean I feel like a zombie just barely moving with the motions. My posts have been mediocre if that and my school work is slacking. I do not like to blame other  things, but seriously for two weeks I have had the worst migraines ever! I've never in my life had headaches as an issue except for the one or two sinus ones when we get pollen here in Mississippi.
I'm kinda running out a breath with school. I've been doing it non stop since high school only taking a break for back problems half a semester. Now being sick and dealing with headaches I just want May to get here so that I can graduate. Hell, I don't even want to walk across the stage just mail me the diploma. I want to be a nurse but I think I need a year or something off to focus on me and my health.
My blogging has been suffering because of school and illness. I miss the excitement of coming home to others who enjoyed my thoughts and agreed with me. I felt like I belonged. Maybe its just a little rough patch. I admit I have kind of lost the spark I had with blogging; the main reason was because I was on Kitty my little netbook. I have a laptop now my other one had gone out on me. My new one is named Princess Royal and she is fucking huge! Hopefully, once my work dies down after midterms I will pour out posts.
Writing is such a great outlet for me and when I lose my motivation it feels like a big part of my day is missing. Im mostly using posts I had saved and never published and I probably will present some of my ol school material that nobody has ever read. I will be doing a music challenge I'm excited about because my music tastes are so diverse.
I always get my mojo back in October because its my favorite month. We have our state fair, I'm such a kid! Then we have Halloween, which means horror movies and yucky things!!! I tend to post a lot of morbid things so I apologize ahead of time.

I hope you guys are doing alright out there in the blogosphere! I have not forgotten you. I wish I talked to you guys more but I guess yall are antisocial like I'am. You know what I realized there are some bitter bloggers out there. I mean straight bitches. I try not to show my ghetto side, but my neck be about to get twisting sometimes. They better get a freaking blues clue. I deleted them off my twitter and shit, but oh well. God Bless is all I have to say. So How are you guys?

Pimp me out

Follow me, add me, list me, like my picture, like my status! ENOUGH!!!!!!  One of those most annoying things to me is people who just add or follow people and do not interact. It is a social network not anti social! I love talking to people especially when they make a post so I interact, if they interact that's there business or better yet their loss.
Quality is better then quantity is a lesson I learned today. I have about 400 friends on facebook. Some from high school, everyday life, family, and then the ones I do not know. I admit I went through a phase when I just wanted to add people and see if I can get to know some new friends. Let's just say that phase is over and now I'm just annoyed with the people who  are just taking up space. I mean I'm 25 years old not 16 with a curfew so I do my dirt online. My goal is to go through facebook and delete people who are just taking up space. I also plan to do the same with my twitter even though that will be a little more challenging because no one really interacts on twitter, that's one reason I do not like it as much. Do you add people you do not know? why or why not?

As If Fashion Days

I'm a total 90's chick flick girl and I came across this video for Cher's fashion in the best movie Clueless!!! I had to share it with you guys..Let's basque in the ambiance of Cher';s amazing wardrobe

5000 question Friday

141. About how many emails do you get a day?
about 20

How many of those emails are junk mail?
Most of them.

How many of them are forwards?
None, nobody emails me

142. What’s your favorite thing to do online besides write in your diary and hang out at this site?
  Facebook, You Tube, Twitter

143. Do you believe Kurt Cobain (http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Kurt_Cobain) killed himself or was it a conspiracy?
Sadly, I believe he took his own life

144. Have you ever thought about hitchhiking across the country?
Hell nah, I do not walk anywhere now

145. Who would you bring with you on this kind of a road trip?
A car lol

146. Of the following, which word best describes you: accurate, bold,
charming, dependable
Dependable

147. If you are single, at about what age do you think you will be ready to settle down and get married? If you are married, how old were you at the time?
Now, I'm 25 for goodness sake.


148. Do you often wonder, when you say goodbye to people, if it is the last time you will ever see them?
No

149. What movie are you most looking forward to seeing when it comes out?
Wizard of Oz and Cinderella remake

150. What is your quest?
huh?

151. What is louder and more annoying: 200 adults talking or one four-year-old screaming?
The 4 year old

152. Do you believe the stories about planes, boats and people mysteriously disappearing into the Bermuda triangle?
Yes, Love stuff like that

153. Who are you the most jealous of?
No one

154. What is the happiest way you can start your day?
With hotcakes and sausage from McDonalds

155. Do you ever have moments where you feel like everything is all right in the world?
Always

156. Who thinks that you are offensive?
My dad

157. If you had to teach a class in something, what would you be able to teach people?
Reading and psychology

158. Have you ever had a spiritual experience (an experience that cannot be explained by science)?
Yes

159. Do you believe that this experience was truly mystical or do you think there is some scientific explanation for it, only you don’t know what it is?
Mystical. I can foresee negative things before it happens to my family members

160. Do you get offended easily?
No

161. Would you still love and stay with your significant other if he or she had to have a breast or testicle removed?
Yes

162. Do you believe in fate or free will?
Both

163. Do you believe that only boring people get bored?
Yes

164. Can life change or are we all stuck in vain?
Life can change

165. What changes are you afraid of?
Not too many, really

166. Are you a day person or nocturnal?
Nocturnal

167. What one CD could you listen to for an entire week (no mixed CD’s, it must be an album)?
Lil Zane or Beyonce Bday

168. Which is worse, working in retail, food service, or an office?
food service

169. What’s the coolest job you ever had?
Managing my parents money

170. What is one central idea that your thoughts seem to come back to?
When will I lose this weight

171. Have you ever wanted to be an actor/tress?
No, no privacy

172. If you had the power to control one person and make this person do anything you wanted for a whole day, who would you pick and what would they do?
Bill Gates, He would give me a blank check


173. What star sign are you and what is your sign like?
I'm a Taurus that's all I know

174. Did the Blair Witch Project scare you?
Nope

175. Are you in constant fear of death?
Sometimes

HAHAHA You're Freakin' Hilarious

What do you get when you put a tv junkie on the Internet, a you tube whore. I'm a minority in the world because I love commercials. Yes, even though I have a DVR that I use like crack I still let the commercials play because I feel like I'm going to miss something. Call me crazy but I'm a nosy bitch. I think I have good comical taste when it comes to my commercial finds. You be the judge or not..just laugh dammit

My first week of school

The night before my first day I couldn't sleep so I walked in looking like a tanned zombie, but I still looked cute. You know how when you get to pick your classes your so excited to take notes with your pretty new glitter pens and see if their any cute guys in the class. I was that girl that day, but that quickly faded away.

In my first class which is Discovering the World of the Bible I was excited until I got in the room and it was hotter then bumfuck, Egypt! I let it slide because I got meat on my bones and I get hot easier. Excited because I love geography classes, but this was going to be mixed with religion and our history RIGHTEOUS. Umm, no, quickly I was buck eyed because my teacher was all over the place. He went from Palestine to Mesopotamia back and fourth. I was scrambling through the books trying to locate where the hell he was getting this stuff. I was so glad when that 50 minutes was over.

Next was my Mississippi History class. Yes, I should have majored in history, but oh well. The professor cracks me up because he has these triple lens glasses and he always looks down when he smiles so his eyes look like Kirby. He is a sweet heart though and he cares that we get the material. He can not work a DVD player to save his life though, bless his heart.

So, my week was interesting and a little dull compared to previous years. Wish nap was still a requirement because I would ace that and never be absent. It's just a lot of reading this semester because I'm taking two online classes and those teachers seem to forget we also have other classes on campus. I will survive!